Life under the Whip

Through reflection I arrived at this conclusion. I don't need more knowledge, I need more character. People are literally dying because of moral failure. Like any man, I am in desperate need of God. 

It seems, at least for the moment, God's chosen method to form that character in me is discipline. Jesus  himself learnt obedience through suffering so who am I.  I can only join the great community of men and women who are disciplined by God. Not resenting him, but embracing and loving Him, even if I do not enjoy what I am going through.

“My son, do not regard lightly the discipline of the Lord,nor be weary when reproved by him. For the Lord disciplines the one he loves,    and chastises every son whom he receives.” (Hebrews 12: 5-14)

Recently, I have had to face some hardship. In fact, it would seem that the simplest of matters brings with it some level of resistance. Nevertheless, I have found great joy in the midst of my challenges. Yes! I know it sounds cliche, it almost seems untrue. How can anyone enjoy hardship? I wouldn't say I am enjoying the hardship as much as I am enjoying God's love and care for me. I see God protecting me from my self.

My challenges have forced me to seek the Lord and to see the Lord. What answers have I received, the first is that I am a son  (accepted in God's family). I am no longer a slave but a son. Even in suffering my identity remains true. God is no longer my enemy; Like Mephibosheth I sit at the table. I am disabled, I don't belong but I am at the table. I am welcomed by the lover  of my soul the one who gave His all.

Secondly, whatever God does to me, arises out of his perfections. He is never unjust in his dealings with us. In addition, he is driven by love. He loves me so much, it may even pain him but he has to flog me to get me in line. He has to align my life to his plans for me.  

Thirdly and finally, I am not alone. God promises to comfort me, he does this first of all by providing me with Clarity.  Clarity is a source of great joy for me at this time. It is the ground on which I build my house of hope for the future. What is my future? I get to share in God's Holiness. That is an enthralling thought for an imperfect man, who has his fare share of wicked ways and evil thoughts!

We tend to think that it is sin, flesh or the devil that is causing our problems. For some, the first thought is  "them Obeah me" or for some of my ultra-spiritual friends, "it must be demonic attack". The truth is sometimes, GOD is the one who is our problem. We need to search the scriptures and prayerfully seek God about what is happening with us. Sometimes, He gives clarity sometimes He doesn't. Whatever He decides to do though, time spent with GOD is never wasted. 

Just remember "as a man disciplines his son, so the LORD your God disciplines you" (Duet 8:5)